Filed Under : by Johnathan
Thursday, November 29, 2012
献给爱滋病慈善活动2012年
There
I'm alone in the dark of my life, the men I met along the road were my
only light. At night I fell asleep, vision of myself dancing, laughing
and crying with him. 3 years down the line being unknown in this kind of
life.
In my memories, remembered only thing that sustained me and my only real happy times. I was a sinner, not a very popular one. I was one have dream becoming a beautiful person. But upon of unfortunately event saw those dream dashed and shattered like the million stars. That I wish them over and over again sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind, because I knew that takes everything you ever want and then losing it to know the true freedom is.
In my memories, remembered only thing that sustained me and my only real happy times. I was a sinner, not a very popular one. I was one have dream becoming a beautiful person. But upon of unfortunately event saw those dream dashed and shattered like the million stars. That I wish them over and over again sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind, because I knew that takes everything you ever want and then losing it to know the true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I been doing, how I been living. They asked me why, but is no reason to talking to people who have a home. They've no ideal what's like to seek safety outside a home, to be there for them to be relied ahead.
Every night I used to pray that if I can turn back time and finally I can't. But only "present". I have nothing to loose, nothing to gain, nothing I desire anymore. Except to make my own life towards for live fast, dying, be wild and have fun.
I believe in a person I wanna become, I believe the freedom in my life. I believe the kindness of my instinct and to the world that I saw. I believe, I just believe.
Who are you? I untouched with all darkens fantasy, have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have, I'm fuckin' crazy...
but I am free.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
