ENJOY LIFE

Kinda had a fulled dinner with my own family tonight, overall not bad lar. What I expecting is just tomorrow how my ang pau gonna be this year..muahahaha *evil laugh*

Done nothing much today..went out to Ashe's house to bath since I'm going out with him to Centre Point & Warisan Square so just wanna make it convenient and yet that Gorilla (my dad) was at home locked the room can't go for a bath bah..haiz~~ Ashe going off soon lur..haha miss a good friend again...Sayonara Ashe~~~^^ Wish you all d' best ya..

I changed my comp features..to Vista Bricopack..hehe so nice sia...~~~ love it so much =3 My Simple Plan background..cool man~~~ Try listen to 'When I'm Gone' by Simple Plan nice!

Hope to have enough sleep tonight until tomorrow Hoi Toi!!! Eat!!! Drink!!!...^^ Happy Chinese New Year everyone...!

I wanna share with you guys true testimonials that happened in my life today:

First of all, I'm feeling bad this morning actually...I got lots of negative thought today and even last night well you can know from my previous post. Once I prayed to God and worshiped Lord with dance my problems starting to faded. As a dancer in a Praise & Worship team isn't an easy task...You've to put down your glamorous, your self-esteem, your problems, your talent just to worship our Mighty Lord. God heard my prayer...God saw my tears...God know my problems. He the Mighty Lord clean zing my mind. "Jesus with you, don't cry my dear." Jesus love everyone all around the world. He healed me from my sadness..He healed me from the pain of my stomach (During the prayer with Pastor Lydia). I'm back to me again...God is miracle...well I found out something that catch my attention and similar to the reality world that shared by my dance leader Joyce during the prayer meeting. That was:

" I have seen a grievous evil under the sun:
wealth hoarded to the harm of its owner, or wealth lost through some misfortune, so that when he has a son there is nothing left for him. Naked a man comes from his mother's womb, and as he comes, so he departs. He takes nothing from his labor that he can carry in his hand.

This too is a grievous evil:
As a man comes, so he departs, and what does he gain, since his toils for the wind? All his days he eats darkness, with great frustration, affliction and anger.

(Ecclesiastes 5:13-17)"

" 我见光之下有一宗大祸患，就是财主积存资财，反害自己。因遭遇祸患，这些资财就会消灭；那人若生了儿子，手里也一无所有。他怎样从母胎赤身而来，也必照样赤身而去；他来的情形怎样，他为风劳碌有什么益处呢? 并且他终生在黑暗中吃喝，多有烦恼，又有病患呕气

(传道书 5:13-17)"

It shows that...when we born to this world come with empty handed and yet when we died will leaving this world with empty handed too. Nothing we can bring along...not your house, not your car, not your money. not your honey, not your everything. Its shows the reality towards us...human being waste most of the time to the world with entertain, earning to live and chase after their dreams but they never think of how they come from, where they'll be going after they died and once you leave nothing with you but to bear it. Jesus died for our sins..anyone still remember? Jesus set the bridge between God and human. Seek for God's eternal purpose before we're too late...

Next will be about losing my earphone (not expensive but its important to me), I can't recall where did I lost it., I'm got panic and anxious...I search all place I been through, but while I'm searching it I prayed...at last I found it at the main church with someone told me she saw it on the other side of the chair. Amen~~~ Thank God saved the day again. ^^ I thought really gonna lost it...going to give up..but when the time comes God heard my prayer. God is miracle...He is TRUE..!


My own designed shoes...next Johnny's Shoes version coming soon...I got the idea d. Hehe

I'm really tired d...I waited all day long, morning until night. No e-mails from you, No SMS from you, No calls from you, No online...none of it.

What happening to you? What did I do?
Why I'm only one being the loyal all the times?
What should I do?
I'm feeling to scold you face to face and let you see how I cry, How could all the guys do those to me?
Am I that bad?
Why can't you just face me and telling me the truth?
I'm just trying to be a perfect one why can't you too?
I got a lot to express...where are you?
I'm so empty now...who am I now?
I'm tired...thinking of you all the day...not just today...not just yesterday...but everyday...

Some more I got a Mother who are not understanding at all. Everyone see me thought I got the freedom and being fun. Bullshit...! I'm trying the best being a good son..staying at home..chores? why not give me sometimes? I've been doing it since young like a slave...come to money...I didn't even ask for it...but she argue with me that she gave me and out of budget...I know my calculation k..I'm not stupid..she just using those lame excuses to attack me in words and hurting me.

I got a Mother who're not understanding at all, I got a Lover who're not appreciate me...what you guys want from me? Want me to suicide again isn't it? to what? to get your satisfaction? Happy seeing me died around isn't it?

I'm totally falling....Once again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~