Filed Under : by Johnathan
Thursday, December 30, 2010Got very exhausted the entire month, perhaps the entire months since I joined ck. Never felt so tired like what I used to have in retails I would describe. I felt like never really get a soft rest rather than just a nap. Shift are just getting tight and tighter. What should I do about it? Nothing I would say. Why? "none of my authority". Here 2011 is coming what did I done the entire year 2010? I know "Busy" with sales, catch my sales, doing the best I can, serve as it please. Eventually it turned the other way round, it makes me getting worst in myself and others. They always said think positive. What could you define positive which you're trying to inplify your thought towards others? It's totally different. I obey, I listen, I respect and now I know I am tired of it. Let's turn it to a math xy = x times y what would you make it sound complicated which it just a x and a y? Keep one format could save a lot of time. Who should I settle with?
For a few months,
I didn't really update my blog about my life here in Kuala Lumpur. A place of 'Unknown' I described in my essay for the study grant which I handed up this afternoon. I've left out typing in English to express my unexplainable feelings in the few posts previously for several goods. I assume not everyone or every Chinese citizen know how to read a proper Chinese words or proper English words which there are all the same at once. Because what I know from some kind of Chinese & English mixture means in "Half pail of Water" it explain totally weird in that way. So why not I do the mixture in both languages instead.
So here happened too many dramas which it was already a past to remind-able just take it as a lesson like always. I had a plan for my future. I've further my studies at Wawasan Open University in Bachelor of Business Management. But it would be tougher than being in the old schools. Now everything is about a distance learning, time management, self-discipline....I bet the tutorials are just something to be really set for adults who had know something or experience to reach. I think there are still a lot I am very unfamiliar through out the subjects from my previous field. Working in a retail hours you tell me.
I wanna make my mother proud to have me, my family to have me as well like my brother who guide me. Just think of the day they come here for me and I have already prepared to be an adult.
Through out everything, I will still be there to Thank and appreciate all the guidance from God.
Amen.
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Johnny
