There
I'm alone in the dark of my life, the men I met along the road were my
only light. At night I fell asleep, vision of myself dancing, laughing
and crying with him. 3 years down the line being unknown in this kind of
life.
In my memories, remembered only thing that sustained me
and my only real happy times. I was a sinner, not a very popular one. I
was one have dream becoming a beautiful person. But upon of
unfortunately event saw those dream dashed and shattered like the
million stars. That I wish them over and over again sparkling and
broken.
But I didn't really mind, because I knew that takes
everything you ever want and then losing it to know the true freedom is.
When the people I used to
know found out what I been doing, how I been living. They asked me why,
but is no reason to talking to people who have a home. They've no ideal
what's like to seek safety outside a home, to be there for them to be
relied ahead.
Every night I used to pray that if I can turn
back time and finally I can't. But only "present". I have nothing to
loose, nothing to gain, nothing I desire anymore. Except to make my own
life towards for live fast, dying, be wild and have fun.
I
believe in a person I wanna become, I believe the freedom in my life. I
believe the kindness of my instinct and to the world that I saw. I
believe, I just believe.
Who are you? I untouched with all darkens fantasy, have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have, I'm fuckin' crazy...
but I am free.
Filed Under : by Johnathan
Friday, December 11, 2015
