ENJOY LIFE

Don't get sad over your mistakes but proud of your mistakes which mistakes bring you the courage to fight and move on to another success you gonna be next.

You're gotta be somebody.

Good to be resting.
Never felt better.
Keep napping all these day.
Doctor said do not nap over 15-20minutes.
I'm always, please wake me up in 15minutes.
Hey wake up times up.
grrrgh~~ okay I went back for another 1-2 hours.
Just can't stop going to sleep all day long.
Its really dizzy me out.

I'm being bother for next pay every month.
Killing me.
June is coming.
Can't wait for a trip home.
Bring my mum go dim sum.
Play with my cute niece.
Go club. Driving.

I spent my weekends with my man.
Went to 1U.
Hardly imagine really got lost over there.
Hate stuck in d middle of the road.
The weather just too hot.
Feel tired in the car.
Didn't talk much.
Mood gone wild.
again.
I want more pictures.
Just couldn't.
Went to MPH got some books to burst my skills.


Somehow got a great lunch.
Vietnam food.

Avacado = Avakadavra
Yes.
KILL ME!
Taste so weird.
Just don't like it.
1st and Last.

I guess he was over exhausted too.
But yet we slept couple of hours before really reach there.
Might be a serious makeover?
Victoria Secrets.

When In Rome.
Somehow Kristen Bell killing the character.
Just right after I seen her in Heroes.
Can't wait for Bounty Hunter.
Dear please don't sleep in the cinema again.
Haha.
He don't really like watching these kind of movie.
So decided to bring others next time.
or maybe alone?

regards,
Johnny

Monday. Just to be bored.
People all around busy with their tiny life out there with fear and next.
Nothing special for my lunch.
I need a serious nap.

Setup the mannequins.
Can't stand for the implement around.
Combination off balance. Just to fix it. As simple as that.
Go with the the high summer outfits I still love it.
Just perfect-to.
Men still bored as always, women still gorgeous as before.
From the left dress proudly chosen.

Take out 30mins to blog.
Laundry just waiting for me.
Trying to tidy up my things around.
Such a mess.
Books, clothes, skincare, accessories.
So windy~~~~~blow like it never blow for thousand years.
Dust stuck in my nose.
Can't stop making me sneeze.

In the bus.
This guy is shaving his chin and nose with a scissors?
I can't stop staring at him while that wuntun (specifically malay girl) staring at me.
That's disgusting.
Take my ride with the blueeey white shorts making me go wild.
Bulu kaki go around serious wax needed.
URGENTLY.

Aunt Penny gave me a called.
Thanks for concern hope to see you around with family.
Can't wait to stay alone in a big room.
Not too big.
I'm scare to be empty.

This Passion magazine start making me crazy.
with "Dare to be Different".
Snake and Dragon? The Frog prince?
I'm rolling on the floor.
(Laugh Out Loud).

Got a short shopping yesterday night with my man.
I bought MNG again I know.
Legging?
Yes.
Blue.
I love all in blue.
Pretty cute huh?
Okay I know what you're thinking.
So rich to go shop right?
Have to bayar ansuran!?
Nothing is free.
TANGs seems like having a big sales.
Stop by and have a look.

New cafe opened in Pavilion.
Computers and Internet provided after purchases.
Cute little cafe.
but HOT LIKE HELL!

to say.
Night.
Tuesday is tomorrow. Hate weekdays.

regards
Johnny

Sooner I'm no more with Ted Baker. Seems like no one really realize about their mistakes (previously) but repeating the same thing all over again.

I am no more over there,

I can say.

I'm shocked that I received a call from my mum about my dad. Nothing too proud to share with neither too proud to declare. Yet they said he is still your father after all.

I said yes.

am I being cruel?

Dear you got sicked please be really rest well at home I know you're over exhaust about your work just I don't want myself to be your burden, since I'm going through experiential stage just do keep yourself healthy k.

Claire I would like to thank you all the time who shared God words with me every time everywhere. You always give me all the guidance I need in any obstacle I'm facing. But yet I would like to share to everyone here too. Thanks once again Claire.

"For I know the plans I have for you, 'declares the Lord,' Plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
(Jeremiah 29:11)

"耶和华说: 我知道我向你们所怀的意念是赐平安的意念, 不是降灾祸的意念, 要叫你们未后有指望。"
(耶利米书29:11)

"The days of the blameless are known to the Lord, and their inheritance will endure forever."
(Psalm 37:18)

"耶和华知道完全人的日子; 他们产业要存到永远。"
(诗篇37:18)

Why do people really care about what they've succeed and exalt themselves for how great they are? Sometimes if you meant to destined for the path of our own wills who can really ever stops by making it right?

"If so, the host who invited you, 'Give this man your seat'. Then humiliated, you will have to take the least important place. But when you are invited, take the lowest place, then you will be honored in the presence of all your fellow guests.
For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled,
and he who humbles himself will be exalted."
(Luke 14:9-11)

"那请你们的人前来对你说: [让座给这一位吧!] 你就羞羞惭惭地退到未位上去了。你被请的时候, 就去坐在未位上, 好叫那请你的人来对你说: [朋友,请上座。] 那时你在同席的人面前就有光彩了。因为,凡自高的,必降为卑 ; 自卑的必升为高。"
(路家福音 14:9-11)

Who always humbled themselves with words mean they're exalting themselves
so what do you mean by the real 'Humble'?



regards,

Johnny

Hello everyone. Hows your last weekends? Smooth? I'm here to wish you guys all the best as I wishing myself too.

So I finally decided to resign from RSH not Ted Baker as I still love Ted Baker so much at moment I found a job. Eventually I've to start a new environment with a new lead of management. Problems happen everywhere somehow I've to be more discipline than ever. It might a little harsh but nevermind, we could at least feel more secure.

In the case of resignation with Armaan I can tell you extremely dangerous. You might have to concern about next change of their silly thoughts and what related?

Get it! Yes, Salary. From the previous ex-colleagues who resigned they experienced it as in late payment and bla bla bla...but they're some giving out 24hours (gone just like that) for my style in any consequence I still remain responsible 'Join well Gone well'. So I called HRD before I really send over my letter. But it doesn't seems like going so well. As in like I wanna clear my replacement during the period of notice. You'll have no ideal whats gonna change by the next day. Everything need to be prepare for any unpredictable jeopardy. So I'm gonna look up a part time job during the period of notice just in case. Pets Shop as I love it!

Something to share
This will be my last visual merchandise display.
The Spring Chicken
It moves! Available only at Pavilion.
May you guys love it


regards,
Johnny

Good evening my fellow friends. Who may concern about me. Recently I had been really exhausted over full shift and yet there’re still something unfortunate to be happen in everyone and now I am gonna really share whats going on this whole week.

Incident happened on 16th March 2010:

I am responsible on doing cashier closing for that night which I’m energetically volunteering for the night duty. Incident happened after I’m counting as in dividing cash of daily sales and float cash RM500. Eventually I found out money were short RM750 over the daily sales. Where could the money go? Supervisor person A and Retail assistant person B were gone for toilet and office to prove I’ve no evidence on the scene. I had make sure money not drop off in any possible place that money could be hidden. Once I found out anxiously called B and told her about money short. Somehow no choice counting had to be stop while A back from toilet to be really sure whats going on. Clearly from the guidance of security and trust money might not lost in the boutique (personal view).

4 possibly cashier opened accompany by weaknesses.

1.Float break RM500 by me in the morning.
(I am sure with such amount impossible for RM750 to be stolen/lost)
2.Float pickup for money RM5 changed accompany by the weakness of person A
3.Float pickup for staff purchase accompany by me as weakness
4.Float pickup for closing by me in the night.
(there are no any other float pickup than this 4 to be proven)

10.20pm Brand manager person C has been informed and who’re on duty for the night shift went through a full body check and even personal belongings and wallet/purse.

Accusation on the 22nd March 2010:

I had been called into office for accusation 2 versus 1.

C:Do you admit that you stole the money?

J:I DID’T DO IT! (I blank)

A: Why do you separate up the money into 3? Why do you squat up and down? What you’re trying to do?

J:Money must be being separated to divide the daily sales and float eventually. Squat up and down which I had found out the money was short to make sure it doesn’t drop off in anywhere.

C: Then explain what you doing in the next morning 17th March shown in the CCTV.

•Shown I’m opening the left hand side drawer (as in censor and other kept for) and took up the censor box put it back and closed. BEBE staff was writing for key pickup purposes.

A: What are you trying to do? What are those under the box?

J: I couldn’t remember what I am doing and I don’t know what were those under the box.

A: How can you not remember what yourself was doing? That’s clearly shown was you. That’s money under the box.

J: That’s money under the box!? WHY ARE YOU SO SURE!? If that was money I’ve should taken it in the first place.

A: We had zoomed in and that’s sure was money.

J: I don’t belief it, zoom in and let me sure.

A: I told you that’s money!

J: ZOOM IT!

C: NO WAY! WE CAN’T ZOOM IN AND SHOW IT TO YOU! NOW IT SHOWING YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’RE DOING CLOSING AND YOU’RE THE MOST SUSPICIOUS IN THIS SCENE RATHER THAN OTHERS. DO YOU ADMIT IT THAT YOU STOLE THE MONEY!?

J: NO! I DIDN’T DO IT! HOW CAN I ADMIT!? I couldn’t remember what I am doing! Did you found me taking out the money from the drawer!? Did you!?

A: You can hide from taking it by covering with your body through the CCTV.

J: Can't you let others miscounting during a transaction?

C: I had asked her for sure she never miscount any of it.

J: That’s such an irrelevant accusation you’re trying to make! WHAT THE HELL!

C: YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR ATTIDUDE!!! (screamed)

J: Why couldn’t I remember what I am doing? (trying hard to remember)

C: 2 option for you to choose,
1. Hand this case over to the police
2. Pay for the RM750,next loses and 24hours termination

These are the option decided by the authorities which out of my range. I don't think you'll be interested to work with the company anymore.

J: I didn’t do it why would you terminate me!? why would I stop!? (scrolling the mouse)

C: YOU CAN’T TOUCH THE CCTV RIGHT NOW!

J: No choice, call the police then. I need to make a call to my brother.

C: NO! YOU’RE NOT ALLOW TO MAKE ANY CALL BUT WAIT THE POLICE TO ARRIVE.

*while waiting*
I explained what I had explained for the divides just now again.

J: C, I am sorry for such a behavior just now I really need to make a call to my brother for an advice.

C: Okay..

So my brother advised make the police report.

Police arrive in approximately 5-10minutes. C explained to him outside the office.
Now I’m with A in the office.

I’m asking her ‘why do you do this to me? All these never happened in my whole life!? She answered ‘all these while I’m working here this never happened’ What she was trying to say? I stole the money!? (with tears) holding with the bible I’m asking what did I do Lord!?

Somehow the police explaining and asking useless question but threaten me by making this report I’ll be send to lock up for further action.

Police: You’re still young what did you do this? IC? You masih muda kerja kena penuh dengan amanah.

J: I DO WHAT!? I DIDN’T DO IT! Saya dari Sabah, Saya datang dari jauh ke sini untuk cari makan bukan curi makan!!! Buat sahaja report itu saya tak pernah buat pun.

Police: Bapa dengan ibu kerja sebagai?

J: Bapa saya agent ashik outstation tak tau pi mana. Ibu saya retired beautician, Abang saya HSBC manager buat apa I nak curi duit itu!?

C went out to make a call, I assumed. She came back with another option by asking me pay for the mistake as the cashier who’re doing closing and the company will still keep me and I can’t be/do any cashiering anymore after all. I still consider which I really didn’t do it. They’re not letting me to make second call but I felt I had been threaten to sign the lost report make it to headquarter but not the police. I’ve no other option what will you do? Being lock up and walk out with the police from Pavilion or take this as a lesson and settle it? Where is my future anymore? What others will think about your act in the future? Do they still trust you? Do they still hire you? You tell me.

At the end I finally recalled why I'm opening the drawer. I am looking a pen for the BEBE staff in that sec she took a pen from aside and I seen it and walked back to her. So I told C.

PS: "I remain is to prove someone who're dishonest and I want them bear for their own mistakes nor really steal it to feel the pain by accused me to who related and you'll get it when the righteous upon you." God knows. I still bear with B might miscount during the transaction why? She asked my helped that time to make sure the money was right why would a person asked for help? Not confident in what they're doing? right? Half way I'm heading she told me not and said thats accurate with the money she counted. Please don't act you're concern about my future to find other job outside because I am young. Thats serious accusation by stealing! Thats humiliation!

DON'T WORK WITH ARMAAN MARK MY WORDS~!

Morning sudden call 26th March 2010:

I received a called from William which my car got in accident. I’m almost collapse by accepting all this things come at once. What will you do? I might have lose my job and you’re telling me this happened now? Just be sure William is safe now and trusted you with faith. Please take care.

Good evening to all my fellow friends, how you guys doing? I just feel to share something about my tomorrow. Honestly, our emotion flow as we never expect how. We used to like it or neither not to. But yet it brings us forward to more unusual-self by liking it or making it right and being comprehensive with our personal emotional act.

First of all, I miss the real piece of each and every of us so called “Education”. I might not continue at Universities but I carry the enthusiasm of ambition. I see peoples getting graduation and wearing the robe of success the hat of future and me? Standing in the boutique carry on whats the next day gonna be. They said there is no future for me I don’t resist and I’m not being persist, I believe there is specific reason why I had chosen this path. I still work harder everyday to make my life perfect and being exhaust, struggle to move on my dreams. Self motivation use to be significantly to attract positive sign of signal towards our act. How do we plan for financial outcome and investment for a better future.

Just we can’t do everything as we wish. I don’t have anyone to be support in terms of finance. I still got car to pay yet it use to be a burden already. There’re still peoples can work two jobs to bring them on with some aptitude. I don’t get any of special nor gift to have these. I don’t learn piano, I don’t learn dance, I don’t learn draws but I carry my heart and those hearts. What do you have? They just discriminate or disappoint you. We’re all different in problems, emotion, mind of thoughts and motives. What do you really carry? I walked and cry behind myself. But there’re still some reason could chill me the mighty ‘God’. God says ‘I’m always at your side watching you everyday every moment’ He made me feel safe. Do God talks to His children? Someone who’re chosen?

We all feel safe.

Peace,

Johnny

嗨，你们好都有段时间没跟新博洛格了。
最近工作时间都很紧虽然很累每天都要加班每天都要看人的脸色但这一切都不成问题了。
我生命中出现了一位在我意料外的事也就是没想过的一段恋情竟然开始了。

他们说在网站认识的朋友通常都不能依靠但我就说不是完全正确。网站上我能体会到各种各样的人也就在网站我认识了我的好姐妹们也固然我认识了我可说是我值得去爱的人也展开了一段爱情。虽然有时我会多问下我自己的疑问他都会告诉我‘不要把你的想法当做他人的想法’。精神上就好像有了寄托有了他的支持我也不感的累了每天的问候给我带来了安心。每当他说‘我不累’时我都很心痛因为他为了我而说了（一上床就睡了）还说不累。哈哈 希望我们会有足够睡眠时在约会我们大家都很努力在为将来加油。他晚上还要教人跳舞早上还要照常上班，我就依然每天都要加班戴着面具上班要笑要哭都不知道。但我们每次都很想再见面再约会。一起睡，一起吃，一起笑，一起谈。

有了你我不觉的累了
有了你我不觉的伤心了
有了你我懂得笑得要灿烂
有了你我依依不舍你的离开
因为有了你
我的生命改变了一切

就是你

我爱的

谨华


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