FACTS ABOUT ME
001.Real Name: Johnathan Sim Yang
002.Nick Name: Sim, Yang Yang, John, Johnny, Aunty John
003.Married: Nope
004.Zodiac sign: Cancer
005.Male or female: Male
006.Age: 20
007.High school: SM All Saints
008.College: SM All Saints (Pre-U)
009.Residence: Beverly Hills
010.Hair Colour: Black
011.Long or Short hair: Mid-long
012.Drink: Cokes
013.Available: Yea~
014.Are you a health freak: 45/50 (weak)
015.Height: 162.6cm
016.Do you have a crush on someone: no wor
017.Do you like yourself: Sometimes yes sometimes no
018.Piercing: yes
019.Tatoos: nope
020.Righty or Lefty: Right
FIRSTS
021.First surgery: 1988 I'm born with surgery
022.First piercing: 17
023.First best friend: Bonnie Chu
024.First Award: 1st Prize in Singing Competition when I was 6th
025.First Pet: Dog ( I loves my Hamster)
026.First Vacation: Kuala Lumpur
027.First Concert: PlanetShakers
028.First Crush: boy named ' V '
CURRENTLY
029.Eating: Nothing
030.Drinking: Water
031.Im about to: Watch TVB Drama later
032.Listening: Jangan Bilang Tidak -Raffi Ahmad & Ayushita
033.Food: No
034.Drinks: Water
035.Colors: none
036.Numbers: 1
DO YOU?
037.Want kids? yup..hehe
038.Want to get married? Want ar...^^
039.Careers in mind: Watch Profession
WHICH IS BETTER?
040.Lips or Eyes: Eyes
041.Hugs or kisses: Both
042.Shorter or taller: Shorter
043.Romantic or spontameous: Both
044.Nice stomach or Nice arms?: Both
045.sensitive OR loud: Both
046.Hook up or Relationship: Don't know
047.Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER
048.Kissed a stranger: Yup
049.Drank bubbles? : Ever in swimming pool
050.Lost glasses or contacts?: Ever Form 1
051.Ran away from home: Never
052.Liked someone younger: Nope sounds like never
053.older: yes
054.Broken someone heart: Ever
055.Been arrested: Nope
056.Turned someone down? : Yes
057.Cried someone died: Can't imagine
058.Liked a friend: Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
059.IN yourself: Tireness
060.Miracle: Let it be
061.Love at 1st sight: Yup
062.Heaven: YES
063.Santa Claus: =)
064.Sex on the 1st date: Never did
065.the more you hate, the more you love? : Yup
066.Angels: Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
067. Is there one person you want to be with right now? with my lovely friends
068.had more the one bf/gf at a time? ever but then I settle it last
069.Do you believe in GOD? Yes I do
070.You feel now? Tired and weak
071. 5 people you tag: June, Darren
A bluesy sky during the morning wakes, I lost my sight for where I'm gonna end up today and what will going to appear just infront of my eyes.
I shaved my legs for any satisfaction external figure of myself. How pathetic huh? But then no one can actually stop me by doing anything I would like to do. After a cooling bath I put on the snow tea mask intent to minimize current skin discolorations and prevent freckles and brown spots caused by ultraviolet rays, and helps brighten complexion. Well is good for relieving fatigue, delighting the soul and enhancing immortality. Straight to the point? "Whitening Mask" by Skin Food.
Well, I still wondering all day...and finally I came up something, really wanna go for a movie "Wall.E". I guess I'm really looking forward for that movie since I was in KL. But then I can't really invite anyone to join me. My friends are actually very limited here in KK. So go for movie alone once again.
I was seating on the roll just only me. I felt "Emptiness" and down caused of my memories towards my ex that usually seat besides me all the movies goes. Before it really starts, a movie come to my mind which is 'Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince' I thought it had be delayed to next year but then they advertised right after I'm under sight of it. Me and Harry Potter destined. =3
"Wall.E" Its really nice and touched honestly. All the way long with the movie it reminds back the mug of the road was the colour of my memories. There are two scenes that actually made me touched and cried.
- Eve's memory on earth after she found and enhanced the plant into her during the "Security Aleart" recoded which Wall.E trying to wake her up.
- Wall.E has seriously machinery destructed and Eve trying to fix him up. Eve wakes Wall.E with the palm-to-palm. (my tears bounded )
"只要笑口常開, 好彩自然來" I'll not give up until the end of the world.
Hardly to get an off day...since I started work. Business going on very slow...my sales are very limited (seriously) Everyone are struggling for sales to survive and get what they want. Come to me I really have to settle down myself to clear something off. I had refused for the confirmation from the company due to the low basic and being unfair with what they had offered to others. So now I'll be suffer for coming three months this year. I've to proclaim to all my friends...all plan have to be cancel. I'm sincerely apologize. Seems like KK market doesn't seems like going well...My wallet are kindly lefted RM3 caused of the stupid car servicing charges THEY SAID FREE FOR THE 1ST 3TIMES! and that really cause me a lot of problem since then I'm started moody all the way long.
I hope everything will go well...~
Nothing much for the 1st day while waiting for the arrival of Ricky Ng (Operation Manager), Jaclyn (Montblanc Marketing Manager) and Derek (Montblanc Senior Wholesale Executive) we hung out at Old Town like for 3 times.
Alright...for these today we're leading by Jaclyn and Derek for the Montblanc counter its looks nice from the outside. But then..*puke* after all of us were leaded by Jaclyn for the workmanship of the renovation. The work by them (constructors) are sucks...well can't blamed them much due to without exact design sheet.
Jaclyn is so AMAZING! Totally...the daughter of display GODDESS! She really creative in prospective display skills. I love her attitude not just creative but same goes to leadership, knowledge, individuality, workmanship and even the construction. How lucky she is working for MONTBLANC.
Jaclyn and Derek were living us tomorrow to Singapore/Kuala Lumpur...definitely we will meet again one day! Still left Montegrappa hahaha...Thanks Jaclyn for the drink at D.O.M.E! I love your Chanel Bag!
Why? Aren't thats your hometown?
A: I'm not feeling secure either...here is bored thats the 1st. Lame and outdated...if not because of my work I won't stay here. Too much of conflict between the people around here ( I rather to face people who'r from there more challenging). I never miss my hometown when I was there at KL. Cause of what? None of the memories could make me stay. All my friends moved on...lefted not my type anyway.
What you doing at home?
A: Nah~~~ nothing much well I'm still waiting the construction to be done. What I usually do...sleep, eat, do the house chores, online. So not productive...I'm not feeling going out either..KK B-O-R-E-D! I rather go shopping at KL...hahaha...
Whats in your mind?
A: Get ready of my ass and work it out for a year before I'm really ready to the outside world.
I've no idea what happened to me today. Being so...~~ clumsy or what?
I suppose to go out with my cousin today as we planned last night to open an account at RHB for my work, but then she got the emergency call eventually the date have been cancelled.
So I went for it myself. First of all I went to Public Bank and withdraw for the deposite later and convenietly I stopped by at the Crystal Shop and bought Papan's crystal at Wawasan Plaza.
After all, I'm driving round and round the road near RHB just for a car PARK! End up I parked aside and hoping there will be no 'saman'. Therefore, I walked to RHB and start doing my account thingy...THEY'RE SLOW! I'm like up and down in the bank. Okay done with the account. I'm so like *sigh* ...and walked quickly to my car...I'm whispering all along the way 'please no saman please no saman'...Oh Lord...a paper on my car..guess what? really SAMAN d...O.O! PANIC PANIC PANIC! What should I do with it!?...I want it to be settle fast so I went to the main Police Station for information about it. The policeman told me you've to pay at the old Police Station near Padang Merdeka. Once I reached there where is the ticket!? Search, search and SEARCH...where did I put!? Damn it! I found it at the other side of the seat =.=" I went ALL around again to reach there and settle it SO RM30 fly away (my soul crying).
On the way long 'TER-jumpa' two of my ex colleagues (they used to be a jerk) when I was doing draftman at my uncle's engineering company. Argh~~~ I shaked my ass off and *pif* ( don't disturb me).
After all, I'm getting bad mood caused of all that happened...so I went for a small shopping at Centre Point and dance Para Para for awhile (bad performance), bought CD-RW, bought 3 in 1 Bring It On and Chipmunks movie that cost me RM60+. I spent about RM250+ today and I'm not lefting much. Phew~~~ Don't let me out again! I'll drive insane!
Seems like I'm ignoring the computer for quite sometimes all caused of the connection sucks anyway.
All about me, first of all currently I'm still stuck in the house, nah not that bad in other words I'm resting or else Annual Leave(just passed few days).
What I'm going to up to:
- Get a new bag
- Go for waxing(my mum was like O.O) PA: Raymond I'm jealous of your legs T.T
- Pay for the TM bills and COMPLAINT of the connection!
- Pay for the Electrical bill
- Pay for my car loan
- Pay for my dept
Seems like so many Pay Pay Pay. Well prerequisite...you've to bare it and being responsible for what you needs. I don't think thats euphony...but kinda challenging. I wanna keep their mouth shut.
About my work, I went to 1Borneo on the Tuesday. Oh my...not even done yet k. Not even the lights..hello!? what you guys are doing!? YAM CHA ar!? As I thought the construction really had been delayed again and again since March until now k. Besides I don't really like the display arrangement inside the boutique.
Try you imagine once you walk into the boutique definitely you wanna know what there are selling right? They arrange it the 1st display cabinet(TALL) infront of the main entrance and yet there are other brands behind...eh~~ you blocked the others k! Oh my..I still like Espace at Starhill Gallery lar. Haiz~ No comparison in Malaysia rather than that. Although I prefer Sincere interior hahaha...
My first tag to Raymond
Lets get it started : -
1. What do you want the most now?
Get to know about watches and get into the auction for Baselworld of Horologerie. Main objective, Being a professional watches genuine guidance and customer relation associate. MONEY!
2.Who is the person you trust the most now?
erm...normally none...so far just can list a few
- Raymond
- Douglas a.k.a Papan
- Kak Ju
3.Are you in love?
So far nope...Love God and Jesus
4.If you have a dream come true...
I'll sit down once again praying to God.
5.Do you believe is seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I believe it...thats just the nature form. I like the 7 colours it shows the colours of Life.
6.What's your goal for this year?
Gain experience for my current occupation
7.Do you believe in eternity?
Yes. Jesus Love
8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
Never...not even interested.
9.What the feeling you love the most?
Walking around the sea shores.
10.What are the requirements for the other half?
No comment...doesn't wanna comment about it. Useless...
- 1st Mission - Car
- 2nd Mission - Laptop
- 3rd Mission - Accommodation
LOLX~~! STILL AND OVER! (I'm crying under beneath my heart)
I got very pissed lately...More and More
O.O" What I'm doing? Hahaha...Oh ya...out from the damn cage. Means I'm free from that rubbish...thats how I described 'N' after all...~~ (Do you u think I'm really that mean)
HAHAHA THATS SO WRONG HOW COULD I FLEW INSIDE!? (regretting? Don't you John? Disappointment?)
Buuuuuu~~~~~
Anyway back to KK soon..~~ USH USH! NEW LIFE! (You're running away from the problems)
I just got called today morning..that I've to send back to KL for a moment to continue my work. Cause the boutique here still under renovation..they can't make it in time. I felt lazy wanna travel all around again. Haiz..but there is no choice..cuz my car its under loaning d..have to pay.
On the other hand, its good to improve my knowledge and skills as well..so I just take it easy and stick with the plan. I'm gonna face those uncivilized people at KL once again. So I'm practicing myself to be alert ppl surround me who wearing watch. LOLX...ppl found out that I'm kinda weird..haha. But its part of my hobbies d I can't denied it..haha..just they thought I'm into 'job sick'. haha..well then I've to get back to KL to gain my experience again..I'm happy cuz I'm gonna learn about the watches again and yet I'm worry I can't learn enough and being criticisms (what had u learn?) extremely sensitive..Wish me luck ya..^^

WW.TC (Girard-Perregaux) worth MYR89,000
1 of the Top 5 international brand Girard-Perregaux its d most collectable piece too
Explorer II (Rolex) worth MYR17,000
Come to Rolex everyone knows the value of these watches. But no more in popular sales, it had been clearly replaced by it own in house model Yatch Master II that worth MYR100,000 44mm diameters. SEA-Dweller 4000 in rumours it will be the discontinues model so grab your chance once the stock last, it selling in premiere price MYR21,ooo.
Oh gosh...I'm in KL for about a month d. So far...working environment kinda okay la. Just people around hard to mix with...what they're thinking? I've no idea...some of them being very protective type, some of them very sensative, some of them being so selfish...or maybe I'm still not mature enough to encounter all these come to me.
In fact, I done something very....arggh~~ long story...don't know I'm stupid or being trusted with my own will. I does something with my feelings...perhaps I got the wrong sense. Now I can just wait and see what will happen next towards me, regarding what I had done lately.
Definitely different life style from my hometown...
PS:...hope there will be nothing happen from what I does.
STPM will be the hot topic tomorrow....
Who will be the top student for STPM 2007 in SM All Saints?
- Chang Ka Yee?
- Caroline Yong?
- Wendy Ng?
- Jeremy Hiew?
- Missed 1 question lost 15marks
- Done a huge mistake in Bahagian E
- Science essay missed out of points
- once fail this...failed all
Hows my PP? (Pengajian Peniagaan)?
- The most I confident with
- Struggle for it...
Hows my BM (Bahasa Malaysia)?
- Memorized some useful Peribahasa especially the phrase by Za'Ba
- work out with the kesalahan bahasa
Hows my Geo (Physical and Humanity)?
- Go through few pages only
- all about jungles nature force
- mastered chapter Tenaga Suria
I'm currently away from my hometown for about a month or so on ( I wish I could stay longer in KL) for a position of Customer Relation Associate II at Cortina Watch StarHill Gallery.
I'm nearie got blind caused of the wathces and yet the prices. Don't mention Rolex...think about Patek Phillipe or Piaget (my favourite cause of Louise). I'm going to be sick of watches, gold, diamonds and etc. @.@ So far the hostel used to be a condominium...all facilities provided such as swimming pool, gym, sauna and so on. You won't get bored cause of those...haha...well in KL...never get bored.
About my work...hmm...is not easy as u think cause you gonna know almost every single part about the watch..thats just the basics of cause...and yet if really don't know anything...nah~~! Diam la you...so don't take it easy. Well..it doesn't mean everything work fine as u think...there are of couse someone who are such a sucker totally being selfish and stingy not just one but a banch. Bumiputera used to be the friendly group and yet Louise. Wahaha...
I gonna stop now...er~~~ I'm not convenience with CC anymore..hahaha..k la..take care everyone..oh ya! My STPM result going to be release soon Tuesday 11th of March 2008..God Bless me ya..and my fellow friends Winky and Chok.
Remember those days we spend together in the class full of laughter...and yet Bianca who became a Stewardess for MAS same goes to Chong (The boss and yet the handsome in the class). We're hard to describe too..haha..right Winky and Chok?
Both of them are the closes friends I ever met too...after I encounter a very serious incident happened in my life last time they're still with me all the time to support and advice me.
They know everything what we going through (happiness, sadness, disappointment, examinations and etc). Because we trust each other all the time and yet they accept who am I and who are they.
We just met up yesterday...they accompanied me to hunt formal outfit for my coming work. So we hunted Center Point, KK Plaza and Warisan Square and yet to the bank (for money la not shopping XD). How lovely they are...so chit chat going on as usual.
Win Kee a.k.a Winky
Who're intelligent, dedicated, brave and sociable. In her education, no matter what subjects she likes or dislikes she still manage to control the rates of her own abilities in her mind to gain great success. However she is someone who're social and fluent in different circumstances and yet upheavals. Winky you're the best for me...
Chok a.k.a Yen Lu
Who're mature, obedient, discipline and reliable. Chok is a girl who're full of inspiration of life knowledge. She is the one who can come up with rational and wise advices. She helped me a lot by adviced me...she is the one who gave me the view of diversity in life. No matter what she does she knew the limitation. Chok you're someone who are reliable...
Both of them knew I'm going to KL for my job training so they clear up sometime to accompanied me. Winky bought me big pack of Maggi Goreng ASLI...hahahaha...she really does
Winky and Chok, do you guys still remember the moment during STPM?
haha..we planned to have a study group at Chok's house since her parents were out for vacation so I stop by too joined the group but we ended up with just read few pages of P.Perniagaan and ran through people's profiles in Friendster and kept laughing all the time. The happy moment I ever had with them were..I tasted Winky's pasta meal..(GREAT) and Chok's Liong Fun. hahahaha...we going through same situation...Geography!? hahaha..what will happened to that subject anyway? Only 3 of us know..haha
The last day of STPM...Winky & Chok gave me a card a bar of MILK Chocolate (since you wanna gain weight so we come up by giving a bar of chocolate) hahaha..I'm so touched by then and yet the card. I never ever forget...what we been through in our teenage life.
I love you both Winky & Chok.
From where I found you
From where you attracted me
You had spent your life with me for 3 years
You accompanied me all the way I'm being alone
You cherish my life with me
Seeing you played with the wheels
Seeing you eating every meals
Seeing you sleep
Every single moves flash back in my mind
We watched TV together
We slept together
We played together
The limit of your life arrived
I can't even stay beside you
with your cooling body
I regretted
Maxwell
Please forgive me
May you rest in Peace
I love you
A perfect day for 3 of us to meet up. I'll describe them after the journey to the west.
' Happy Valentine's Day '
We spent half day together enjoyed ourselves with StickerPic at Sungei Wang too.
A night with undeniable (sistas night)...suggested to overnight at his place who?...haha
Named Raymond Lo a.k.a RayRay, born in 6th of May 1988 (the eldest among 3 of us)
' The Beauty '
A pleasure approached
who?
Named Douglas a.k.a Papan, Born in 12th of April 1989 (the youngest among 3 of us)
' The Handsome '
We never feel strange to each other
We sit together
We stand together
We eat together
We laugh together
We share with each other
We never be alone
' Caused We always have each other '
dedicated to RayRay & PaPan
I'm going off to KL d tomorrow...so I'll be back to KK on d 22nd Feb (most probably)..and will be update my blog by then ya..hehe..see ya guys.
From the left (Ah Ming, A'stair & me)I just back from meeting with my old friends Ah Ming and Alastair...didn't meet them for so long, finally. They back here for Chinese New Year only ler..will back to KL for work.
Can't stop laughing with each other all day long...went off around 2pm+ with them go for lunch, shopping and so on until around 5.30pm. Reached Ah Ming house for 15 minutes (he gonna get ready for dinner with family and friends)..A'stair drove so fast man..so scary sia.
Then I & A'stair went for movie (Kung Fu Dunk), Shopping (at City Mall) and dinner, then invited Ah Ming join us again for yam cha at Tanamera....guess we saw who sia? hahahaha...Henley..tuuuu the 1 won 绝对Super Star 2007 de ar...lolx...(too much happening). He looks kinda dark in real. After that went to online at E-City for like about 2 hours then done for today lur.
Kinda had a fulled dinner with my own family tonight, overall not bad lar. What I expecting is just tomorrow how my ang pau gonna be this year..muahahaha *evil laugh*
Done nothing much today..went out to Ashe's house to bath since I'm going out with him to Centre Point & Warisan Square so just wanna make it convenient and yet that Gorilla (my dad) was at home locked the room can't go for a bath bah..haiz~~ Ashe going off soon lur..haha miss a good friend again...Sayonara Ashe~~~^^ Wish you all d' best ya..I changed my comp features..to Vista Bricopack..hehe so nice sia...~~~ love it so much =3 My Simple Plan background..cool man~~~ Try listen to 'When I'm Gone' by Simple Plan nice!
Hope to have enough sleep tonight until tomorrow Hoi Toi!!! Eat!!! Drink!!!...^^ Happy Chinese New Year everyone...!
Hello everyone! Welcome to Johnny's special tourism advertisement board. Wahaha..Today I would like to intro you to visit current popular Shopping outlet of Kota Kinabalu.
Named 'Warisan Square' I personally voted 4 Stars for it. Its walk through with season decoration for any event appearing in the town such as Christmas and etc. 3 blocks overall (Foods Centre, Shop lots and Convenience store)
Well new opened Big Apple Donuts & Coffee and The Body Shop. There are of course inter shops too. Famous male bouquets 'Fame' that sell nice clothes, accessories, bags and so on.
However tired of walking around?
There its 'Cres Moment' to stop by for some relaxiology point its really comfortable.
Around Foods and beverage, Restaurant got it there too, kinda famous with YogurBerry (I like too), Scoops, VedeBlu and so on. Well KK's Secret Recipe totally sux no offend but its true. So better don't waste your money hahaha. One of the restaurant kinda nice too can't recall the name d something 'Fish &...' Forgot hahahaha..ops my mistake. As known the famous 'Starbucks' got it there too. Oh ya..forgot to snap the stage for performances..hahahahahaha...sorry~~~ too crowded just now..hahaha everyone looking at me paiseh! Well there will be the nice spot for the tourism board so far.
Show where is City Mall...I just manage to snap 1 picture of it. Cause Ashe got his 夺命追魂 Call. So have to go lur. Well there are 2 male bouquets one of it is ' Bingo ' and ' XKO ' and don't be shy to checking it out at BC Studio totally man's needs. hahahaha..
Well guys..there more shopping malls coming up ya such as KK Time Square, One Borneo (kinda like similar to StarHill), Star City and etc...So please don't think KK citizens stay up the trees anymore. We're developing ok? Good luck...done for now. hehehe...Come to visit sometimes ya.
Don't hesitate to visit The Mount Kinabalu well known as the highest in SEA, beside Pine Resort there its new resort go on d around, its from Nexus, the rooms totally comfortable. Take a cab to the nearer Hot Spring and mud its good for your skin and health *giggle* (thats my purpose going there)
By, Johnathan aka Johnny
I wanna share with you guys true testimonials that happened in my life today:
First of all, I'm feeling bad this morning actually...I got lots of negative thought today and even last night well you can know from my previous post. Once I prayed to God and worshiped Lord with dance my problems starting to faded. As a dancer in a Praise & Worship team isn't an easy task...You've to put down your glamorous, your self-esteem, your problems, your talent just to worship our Mighty Lord. God heard my prayer...God saw my tears...God know my problems. He the Mighty Lord clean zing my mind. "Jesus with you, don't cry my dear." Jesus love everyone all around the world. He healed me from my sadness..He healed me from the pain of my stomach (During the prayer with Pastor Lydia). I'm back to me again...God is miracle...well I found out something that catch my attention and similar to the reality world that shared by my dance leader Joyce during the prayer meeting. That was:
" I have seen a grievous evil under the sun:
wealth hoarded to the harm of its owner, or wealth lost through some misfortune, so that when he has a son there is nothing left for him. Naked a man comes from his mother's womb, and as he comes, so he departs. He takes nothing from his labor that he can carry in his hand.
This too is a grievous evil:
As a man comes, so he departs, and what does he gain, since his toils for the wind? All his days he eats darkness, with great frustration, affliction and anger.
(Ecclesiastes 5:13-17)"
" 我见光之下有一宗大祸患,就是财主积存资财,反害自己。因遭遇祸患,这些资财就会消灭;那人若生了儿子,手里也一无所有。他怎样从母胎赤身而来,也必照样赤身而去;他来的情形怎样,他为风劳碌有什么益处呢? 并且他终生在黑暗中吃喝,多有烦恼,又有病患呕气
(传道书 5:13-17)"
It shows that...when we born to this world come with empty handed and yet when we died will leaving this world with empty handed too. Nothing we can bring along...not your house, not your car, not your money. not your honey, not your everything. Its shows the reality towards us...human being waste most of the time to the world with entertain, earning to live and chase after their dreams but they never think of how they come from, where they'll be going after they died and once you leave nothing with you but to bear it. Jesus died for our sins..anyone still remember? Jesus set the bridge between God and human. Seek for God's eternal purpose before we're too late...
Next will be about losing my earphone (not expensive but its important to me), I can't recall where did I lost it., I'm got panic and anxious...I search all place I been through, but while I'm searching it I prayed...at last I found it at the main church with someone told me she saw it on the other side of the chair. Amen~~~ Thank God saved the day again. ^^ I thought really gonna lost it...going to give up..but when the time comes God heard my prayer. God is miracle...He is TRUE..!
My own designed shoes...next Johnny's Shoes version coming soon...I got the idea d. Hehe
I'm really tired d...I waited all day long, morning until night. No e-mails from you, No SMS from you, No calls from you, No online...none of it.
What happening to you? What did I do?
Why I'm only one being the loyal all the times?
What should I do?
I'm feeling to scold you face to face and let you see how I cry, How could all the guys do those to me?
Am I that bad?
Why can't you just face me and telling me the truth?
I'm just trying to be a perfect one why can't you too?
I got a lot to express...where are you?
I'm so empty now...who am I now?
I'm tired...thinking of you all the day...not just today...not just yesterday...but everyday...
Some more I got a Mother who are not understanding at all. Everyone see me thought I got the freedom and being fun. Bullshit...! I'm trying the best being a good son..staying at home..chores? why not give me sometimes? I've been doing it since young like a slave...come to money...I didn't even ask for it...but she argue with me that she gave me and out of budget...I know my calculation k..I'm not stupid..she just using those lame excuses to attack me in words and hurting me.
I got a Mother who're not understanding at all, I got a Lover who're not appreciate me...what you guys want from me? Want me to suicide again isn't it? to what? to get your satisfaction? Happy seeing me died around isn't it?
I'm totally falling....Once again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved
no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved
no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I dedicated this song to someone I loved. I never ever forget you..perhaps you still remember this song? or perhaps I'm not in his mind anymore. I believe in fate...I'll meet him someday...someone who love and really appreciated me...cause I never give up anyone I love...Phew~~~ I've to face it again now...Life isn't thats all...I'm crying in my heart all the time thinking of him. But I'm still happy... I wish you all the best. Letting me go it might good for you...But your shadow always stay beside me and chase after your dream.
*Sarahye*
I got up around 11am hahahahaha..actually I can sleep longer but one called woke me up. Luckily I answered if not I lost the chance d. Phew~~~~ I'll start my work 1st of March to KL training for 2 weeks then back here transfered to One Borneo. Thats the 1st excitement I got for today morning.
Next, I received a message from my brother during the afternoon he asked for my IC no. I've no idea what he up to...perhaps I can join him at HSBC! hahahaha..thats what he planned for me early on before I went to Cortina Interview. Then I replied him needed for what...well he said for job application. I got paralyze..hahahaha...then told him I just got called this morning. Cheh~~~ actually he wanna book flight to KL for this coming Chinese New Year..Busted! I should not tell him I'll go for training..haha..well hope I'll go loh..cause that will be my 1st family trip...Next one will be going to Macau end of this year..hehe ^^ Unfortunately happened in day...
After that...plenty of time..hahaha go for self-portrait again..wahahahaha...new pictures ya..^^ I got myself a nickname again..hehe Johnny~~~ =p
can be very difficult to believe that things can and will
get better. But, despite the fact that The Tower represents
disruption or collapse of certain aspects within your life,
these very events can often lead to brand new possibilities.
THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE TOWER
There’s no getting around this one, The Tower is not a
welcome card in a reading yet, at the same time, it does
not warrant feelings of panic or fear. The card can often
indicate an event or period of time that could be
challenging and difficult but, as is so often the case, one
disaster can often lead to a new victory.
For example, an unexpected request for divorce from a
spouse could be devastating, yet I know of people where
such an experience led to them achieving more than they
ever dreamed of because they pursued a different path as a
result. Often, such an incident creates the freedom and
space for a new and greater love to walk into your life.
Many people have experienced bankruptcy, lost their homes
and material possessions only to change tactics and create
great wealth and success. The clearing away of the old
often makes way for the new.
The life lessons we learn from the turbulence indicated by
The Tower help us to rethink and to approach our lives with
a newfound wisdom so that we don’t make the same mistakes
again.
So, if The Tower appears in your reading, then there may be
something in your life that will challenge you or has
challenged you, and it will be up to you how you choose to
get over it and learn from the experience.
Sometimes The Tower may represent you as the person causing
the disruption. Perhaps you need to make choices or
decisions that are important to you but could cause
material or emotional loss. In such a situation, only you
can know whether you are prepared to pay the price.
The Tower can also serve as a warning that a certain choice
or decision could lead to disaster, such as, if you are
considering an extra-marital affair, leaving your job
without a new one to step into, that kind of thing.
Take heed when this card comes up, but don’t panic or get
anxious. Consider your options and choices wisely and if
you can avoid such chaos, great! If chaos is forced upon
you, trust that however challenging it may be, you can find
a way to move forward with your life.

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Sunday, September 21, 2008
