ENJOY LIFE

The best ever off day too I ever had.

Relaxing my mind without thinking of anything especially feelings and....

Done my car wash with William...maybe for the last time here in KK. Phew~

Watched Naruto Shippudden that Episodes 57-88 appearing I guess and Shugo Chara!

Take a good fat nap. Raymond appearing in my dream opening the bonnet of his car^^

Sing along and sexy dance in my bath. How Lovely~~!

Hsk Hsk Bloggy,

I'm back from KL. SURPRISE! XD

Lets talk about the trip..^^ Raymond~~! Papan~~! Hahaha..finally met them up once again. Aiya we forgot to do the ceremony officially for our reunion and 1st anniversary la~! AH! and PICTURES! But nevermind cause Papan was in his uniform looks awkward and not perfectly suits him, he deserve BETTER! I bet he definitely mumbling if I insist to do so..kaka there are plenty of times.

SO then..I met Mr.See. Whats my comment? hahaha...seductive? Hard to explain that kind of feelings I'm still not me...well I controlled all the way long and silence. Who wounldn't be think much for your loved one right? Thats sounds impossible... I guess I can do better next time. Perhaps we're just being ambigous, confuse, lost-track? I'll do the best I can! =) We met up again on Valentines Day. People around the world do think of happy-ever-after like what we usually known from the Cinderalla's Story? Right? Doesn't sounds it to me...but 1 thing I do appreciate was...he rather spent the whole day with JUST me. Although we didn't talk a lot I guess I'm still in dreamland or something being Sleeping Beauty in the forest awaiting the Prince Charming to give her awaken kiss of love?. Expection aren't too high actually? perhaps a romance dinner? hand to hand? common as what girls and DA wants. *shattered* We do had dinner its like.........no feels? 1 sided love, hard to overcome...remember...giving up? not now...patience save.

Crowded at Cathy Cinema. 'I really wish he'll hold my hand during the movie' We're sitting couple seats leh! Doesn't looks like a couple hor?
*cry*

Apparently I'm going to KL this coming 13th Feb-16th Feb 2009.

Well, I thought it was a wonderful and faithful trip could be...haha...doesn't seems going to be.

Financial Crisis & Emotional Disturbance.

Now I wanna focus on my career path but to put everything aside but for myself and my mum.
Hoping for any interview comes ahead.

So...is a budget trip. Gonna meet my SISTERS
...Raymond & Papan...no doubt...MISS THEM SO MUCHIE TOO! HUGZZZZ

Hahaha..I didn't update again lately...have to convince myself to do so.

Lets make it easy...'summarize'

I've moved forward to chase up my dream to continue in work & experience. As in I'm a customer relation in luxury watches but then to know more deeply about watches are still a long way to go, reading, up-to-date are very important but then it doesn't seems pushing me further in this kinda of circumstance to improve my sales, in anyway I just don't like social in come to serving but then I do whatever I can. Hahaha..being sloth all the time nor other work distracted me in other to achieve improvement. I'm looking forward something that related to watches to...yes a 'Watchmaker' a school called 'Nicholas G.Hayek Watchmaking School'. I like playing around with tools..tidiness on the table with your eyescope with the movement...what do we call? Sophiscated.

Steady does it: Repairing a watch is tricky business, requiring patience and steady hands. The more complications the watch has, the trickier it is to remain accurate. Note the minuscule-sized watch parts at the left background.

I'm so hell naive!..shouldn't I've blame myself over what I does? Thats way how too embarrassing towards future-love possibly be? Literally...~~~~

I better be getting rid off my sensitivity! HELL GET AWAY! How many pains could bring it more to my miserable life!? No No No..I better stop this before it getting worse...hush hush~

38 Days to go...before meeting him up. I would've prepare myself which what will happen? Far away that I couldn't dare to imagine. Precise, I hope I'm unconscious by doing something that possibly could repeat it again and again with such pathetic past. I really really have to get rid of it...

"Heart to thee, Body to thee Always and Forever, So Mote it be...."

Yayaya...! I shouldn't have said that before I got married. Just some words to calm me down my nerves. What will you says to your love when you get married? "Ask Me" hahahaha...~ I'll bind your vows together. Don't hesitate to find me and conduct your wedding in PLUs life. ^^ Happy New Year..May God bless you all~

Start your shopping!

The All Mighty..I believe in you could bring me all over my obstacle you always there for me to be rely on..~

I've to confess all my sins d..since how long I didn't attend for church service d? a month? two months? 3 months? More than that...I guess God still with me all the time..I miss His touch on me when we worshiping Him that we actually raise up our bare hand and I can feel he hold over our bare hand. When someone in trouble He'll definitely send someone what we so called 'Messenger' to make things right Past, Present and Future. I met Pastor Lydia in a sudden today while my colleague serving her for the retail service coincidentally, she reminds me everything. God. I miss Him.

I got my car scratched today...how sad right? You'll understand when you bought something by yourself that you've to be always worried about it every month. Suffering and Struggling. My heart cried all the time but God gave me a gift of happiness to face my obstacles all the time that I never give up of my life. While that incident happened well..its actually about my work that my colleague or a friend told me about what 'A' told him. I declared earlier on but why now and come bub my friend with what I declared on? Everyone agreed? No objection? But why always once something happened then this kind of bullshit works?

Now God, I prayed...I wanna be who I usually be one. Your children...

Finally I got a Sunday off...really hate bothering to work on Sunday caused everyone were off day eventually there are a lot of customers could bub in SO ANNOYING! or else bring along for merry-go-round in the boutique how pathetic!

I finally break down and sick. I can felt my body PAIN! MY HORMONE BURNS! MY HEAD BURNS! I just can't think of anything but sleep and rest.

Doctor : Good Afternoon
John : Barely wanna answer
Doctor : How can I help you?
John : I felt my body pains
Doctor : How long have you been not sleeping?
John : I do sleep just late
Doctor : Are you drunk last night? or did you drink?
John : I did drink, wait a minute what kind of drink you meant?
Doctor: perhaps alcohol, water etc
John : No No..I didn't drunk, I just drank water
John : I was not sleeping well all the time and voices and noises wakes me up that caused me couldn't have a nice well sleep
Doctor : You're thin huh, you should take up medical check up to know what you lack of, did you take any food supplement?
John : Ya I did, Cod Liver Oil
Doctor : You got a high fever...
John : Are you sure?
Doctor : Let me check again (scanning with the stick) Yes...38cc consider high d
Doctor : So now I'll give you some relax-cines and paracetamol and you need a rest
Doctor : Isn't possible to get away from any disturbance and just rest? Do you need MC for today and tomorrow?
John : Ya, just today..tomorrow is my off day
Doctor : Take a good Rest...
John : Thanks

Doctor's relax-cines doesn't worked at all I still been bother with phone calls from work [last I shut the phone up]. Tiredness drowning me. I doesn't even seems sleeping but closing my eyes like all the times.

[Another Off Day]
Finally got my car cleaned thanks to William helped me out for the car wash.

It seems like I didn't really like to hanging outside the world anymore. Turning who you wanna be?
I didn't really have time to talk about myself like what I does at my past. I shoot myself, being creative...but it really does invincible cause my ideas are just like premonition or vision or something they just POP I got it. But once I wanna really make it exist...it doesn't strong as before. I just felt like I need a walk alone around the seashore then suddenly my love just come up and chase me up some sunset scenario could happen.

My laziness drowning me due to my work. Perhaps I really need a vacation to relax myself. What I got in my mind was 'Tired' aren't there better excuse I can describe or something? I missed church missed worshiping God that who guide me all the way of my entire life?.

I got a called...my friend told me tonight could see the meteor rain according astrologist. Do you think wishes could come true by making wishes with it?

Weird night it can be...that never happens~

1. Water Colours [recommended: Flamingo]
2. Brush (Mid Size)
3. Magic Colours (Colour Markers) recommended: Wetlooks, Fabercastell, Artline
4. Pallette [not neccessry]
5. Cup/Mug
6. Shoes [recommended: All Star]
   

So you can see this was the effect from the 1st 18 layers I had done
I love this so much too! But then its not the colour I'm going for..hahaha
the theme for my 2nd creation will be
"Rainbow de Colours"

and this was the 1 hour I had taken...finally done for 42 layers I'm still with the song by Britney-Circus that time damn I'm dancing.

Step 2:

Drying Circumstances

Before drying directly under the sun you've to make sure you dry it half way with the hair dryer for the artistic strategy penetration waters and canvas confliction. So it reduce the colours fading under the sun. After dried out don't aspect colours effect will be like as in wetlook. It will be lighten.

Step 3:

Its ready for hand deco with your aptitudes. Wuhu~~ Lets see how creative you are. I didn't done this part yet. Hahaha...

Conclusion:
I hope you guys would like it and enjoy being creative and design. Hugz~~~


By Lovely,
Johnathan

I spent my off day at home for a movie 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall'
It really nice...not just the comedy.
But then the storyline of a true romance (If you understand)
It touch down my heart deeply once again after the song titled 'Que Xi'.
There are too many things apart...just like puzzles you might lost it in pieces but think the other way round matches up in turns a true 'Picture' of our life. Life aren't that bad..
Learn from you fall...

Came home late night from CyberCafe joining my colleagues for Command & Conquer and DOTA (Learning) at Cyber Zone 1 Borneo after work.

Kinda worried about my pimples (DEFINITELY) got 2 here...WT bought Clearasil (testing) rather than getting Avon Overnight Pimple Gel caused of distance.

My body getting weak lately due to uncomfortable sleep and yet heating up.

My Chopard commission finally got it my wallet full of money once again.

Salary out soon base on 1 more day to end October.

I hit my personal target for this month MYR146,564

Missing our ex colleague Fiona Chan, her laughter, her jokes...T.T

Disappointed for a trip with my sisters..there will be a next time once again

平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）

您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。

優點：
非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點：
您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。

愛情：
您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。

您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」

安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。

建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒

26th September 2008: Once I got finish work and rush over myself to Marina Court the Groom's Apartment for gather of families and friends. Marina Court used to be like a Hotel but then is an apartment everything set-up are just the same which is under Promenade Hotel. I like it...Water Front~! =3

Well I'm the one who slept earlier than others to keep the best of myself for the wedding
I am the Bestman

The view from my room at Marina Court which located at Kota Kinabalu City

The view from the balcony of our apartment

I love the teddy bears so much!

The Best memories they ever had...

We headed to Sacred Heart Church for the official ceremony. Thats the picture they're going to exchange their wedding rings with each other how sweet~~

What a waste of the this picture...I didn't meet you for how long Celeste(my cousin)? Hahaha...you're growing tougher scary

So Delicious!

Stay Happy & Forever