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你不爱我了, 在你的未来缺席

爱只剩下躯壳, 为什么还不放逐却拉着? 是我, 不敢信还是不舍? 为何我还在固执的拔河? 其实我真的很难过..只是难过都沦为沉默, 可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐...我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席, 给你的爱..那些美丽, 已长成蔓藤缠住我的生命..在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续预留伏笔把未完成从容继续, 如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫. 爱 是不是都一样? 不论多漫长, 终究剧终人散可是我不想因为不敢却不剧散, 然后半途收场..其实我真的很难过, 能不能将你的样子都忘掉? 舍不舍得爱让我控制不了..只想要把你要拥抱..其实爱上一个人没有解药..我的经脉留着爱陪你到老..原来我还会微笑. 你笑着说 我是朋友 我的不安, 那么沉重 只有你不懂..你霸占了我的心中, 所以你说 我们不是你和我 是我想太多 你总这样说, 但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多..我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由...我想我没有错怪了什么. 虽然你不说或许错在我 太晚我才懂爱了你太多...当能和你在一起的時候 想了解你的习惯, 当我失去了你以后 还没明白你的所有..爱情没有分对与错 只有分虚与伪与假理由 世上的爱情变得那么的感动? 爱情骗子, 情场杀手, 甜言蜜语另有目的.. 忽冷忽热 飘渺不定 无动于衷 不懂珍惜冷看爱情 不懂真心.我看透了你的心 还有别人逗留的背影 你的回忆清除得不够乾净 我看到了你的心 演的全是你和他的电影 你不爱我 尽管如此 你还是赢走了我的心 我知道你不爱我 你的眼神说出你的心.

你相信有因必有果? 你還記得上次我告訴你塔羅的結果? 你是我宿命戀情﹐Angie塔羅師也算出你和我的八字前世是欠債命。我來到今世還債。他解出你的個性 你是一位花心郎子命犯桃花﹐很快對一個人沉悶。但我因為愛你太深都不相信 你是否真的玩弄我的感情嗎? 你要的就是這些嗎? 我很想把你放下 當你是一位好友。但我做不到 心真的很痛 當你我真的我不找我的時候 不接我的來電時 我就在胡思亂想。你能不能夠不因為 逃避 不給我一個讓我死心的答案呢?

誰能真的在你生活里 為了你放棄一切來到這里呢? 你要尋找到幾時呢?

Who am I?

I might missing my old times compare to present. Going through back all my old pictures, I'm actually a happy guy and enjoy every single days of mine. I'm missing going to school, meeting friends and chit chat all day long in the bus, rushing and done all my homework ( I always did) Doing maths, English literature, Essays, and dance . I've never felt alone..by then. But now..I've lost myself. Who am I? I'm forcing to be in all the crowd of competitive reality world of egoist, wealth and lies. I'm being putting on to be in this reality world not just me everyone.

What a lonely travel to KL here. Exploring for someone does tired. So I found out I'm just a friend. Now I'm half dead of my career, half dead emotionally disturbance and even being abondun. Lets say if I suddenly disappear from this world will you guys still remember me? do you still remember me? I beg all my friends respone and give me courge to face all this things happened to me eventually we get to grown up and stand up for our life. Old days turned sand of memories what we can do now is just to go on. I'm strained myself to subtance further of these.

I'm wondering back who I am. Who're always laugh and positive Sim Yang. Please come to my life.

很無助

煩惱中熬出病了
俊都說我身體弱﹐我也不想要﹐從小都是那麼弱
我也不想的俊
天氣真的很熱﹐熱出不知道是在發燒或是身體熱。
病中得不安﹐請假中可看見很難為其他員工們﹐因為缺人上班
我該又給扣分了。我就是在病中睡不安睡不下﹐很多來擔心﹐翻來復去到夜晚才睡
下。

今天也發生了不開心的事﹐我表妹竟然在Facebook里說了不該說的話
弄得俊不開心我當然自然而然也不開心了﹐我也做錯了
俊我真的很抱歉﹐請你原諒我吧。

我突然聽了俊說"我們是朋友" 你說我如何呢? 心很亂﹐他是不是在玩弄我的感情?
我真的很無助的像神禱告...我哭了...我哭了...我哭了!!!
他也說你該要專著在實業﹐我很矛盾的想說又不想說"你就是我的能量﹐沒有你我撐
不下去"最終說不出來...因為如果我真的說了出來可能還會反效果...
就突然有要"自殺"的概念如果我離去那是不是好呢? 別人說為愛所死﹐很笨
我很明白他們的感受﹐為何要自殺
因為愛是解釋不到的人意﹐我就是愛他唯一的一位"俊"。

不要矛盾的五月

五月來了
漸漸地又過了一個月了﹐還是感的很矛盾又有點擔心工作上的不穩定而做不成固
定員工﹐無論如何我都不能放棄我會忍下去﹐做到最好這是俊教我的哦他每一句話
我都放在心里...這個月是俊的生日也是我好姊妹的生日。我也在努力做好我本份總
有一天能打動他心哦。嘿嘿~ 啦門(Raymond) 我們一定要見面哦﹐你的生日我一定
會到哦。

昨晚我發了一場惡夢﹐給我是一種不安的預先
就是俊在夢里﹐離我而兒去
我很緊張﹐很緊張
我真的想把我一輩子給他的人說"他要離開我了"﹐那種很難解釋的感受 "傷"
又一次令我感到不安﹐有人問我你真的那麼愛他嗎? 我答: "他就是我的依靠﹐愛難
的解釋" 愛一個人是沒有理由得。我就對自己說"我會終身等待他的感應" 愛的呼喚
...孤獨終老。因為我這愛"俊"一位。

今天也是很難的一天休假﹐因為過後我又要熬另一段五天的十點到十點了。來臨的一個星期半Sam(同家共友)有課程要去到尼泊爾那我就要孤零零一個人哦。難的一天的休假很想和俊度過兩人的時間在一起的一天又沒了, 俊很愛護家人當他一有空閑時一定抽出時間陪伴他們﹐但我只好默默等待他找我的一目。說真的我需要一位心靈上得依靠與我愛人分享也能減輕大家的壓力﹐因為每
人一定有各自的煩惱。尤其是現在遠離了家人﹐沒人能依靠真的很可憐的咽...當然
希望俊能陪伴我度過這難關﹐他總是難感到我的悲哀也可能他覺得我是包袱?難以照
顧?或是不想?那不是我來判定﹐他也有自己的意願就由他自己來判定。我就一定有
疑問當他不想說出口時我都只好瞇瞇笑放在心里。俊我想告訴你﹐"我就在等待你"。

我的日子

早起工作日常定下的鬧鐘。
又是美麗的一天﹐望日日早起不會累﹐早睡早起皮膚自然美﹐又是新的開始。
每天聽OneFm的早上節目Morning Kaki / 週末的 (我"不" Tahan)﹐每人都有自己的
意願很想要被發泄﹐當然聽見個中不同的一言哦。不論在沖涼﹐在等巴士﹐在走路
我都會在享受播放的每一首歌也培養了一種習慣仿彿自己在飾演MV故事里的主角﹐
尤其是在Bintang Walk那條路上實在太令我輕鬆﹐太陽漸漸的光晒在我臉上(我防有
SPF 15﹐如果不是才沒那麼空閑去晒﹗)但真的感到思想放鬆平靜。雖然有時生活感
到辛苦但人生還是與快樂主確去面對與最好的做到最好。

好無期待的一天照日常上
的活動出發搭巴士﹐也在閱讀著"情緒的驚人力量"﹐路上繁忙高樓大廈人口大﹐那
就是吉隆坡。路上好無發覺的有位婆婆在我旁站著雙手發抖(因巴士阻塞人上人下)﹐
我就很自然而來的站起讓位但
婆婆說: "年輕人你坐吧" 我也不知給什麼反應的坐下﹐在3秒里的對話過後有人下
站﹐我才放下一口氣婆婆的得位子程下了。
那就是我的生活哦﹐那現在給大家看下我在那兒環境下工作吧。


這就是我工作的地方哦 Burberry
我愛上了Burberry的香水哦 Spring Summer 2009 "The Beat fragrance for Men"
Love it~
我也愛上好幾套衣服哦 with the Burberry Check collar Polo-tee and shirt.

Montblanc 沒什麼啦﹐但它的筆好用哦 我會買Starwalker^^

大對手有 Gucci

有Prada

有 Salvatore Ferragamo

忘了要拍下Louis Vuitton, 但在對面....哈哈哈
當然我工作的對手都一排到尾都是名牌哦, Versace, Bvlgari, Chopard, Hermes..etc

最近忙得很了,有錢當然要讚賞自己哦
吃的不能省...哈哈哈
一人的 Pan Pizza (Hawaiian Chicken), Mushroom soup, Garlic Bread, Deli Wings
吃的津津有味哦

Time Passed

Eventually everything going okay lar..
hahaha..Positive ma kan...
Next month I'll up to Till 2 in Burberry..
=.=" apparel sounds like hard to sale..well do the best lar..
What I see $$$ hahahaha..good commission for April.
End May got sales..for 'who' are Burberry fans..most welcome

Life

Unfortunately life not stable yet here...
New environment, new place...
Is not easy to overcome...

Near the life of collapse...

Sorry Guys

So damn busy with work ately didnt really got time update my blog. I'll catch up soon k. Don't delete me from your link k. All D' Best

Rocky's Birthday n' Farewell

Rocky a.k.a "Tai Sak" 大石 resigned too, a night before his birthday....

*BOOM* see?

hahahahahahahaha...Rocky drunk d! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Well more info...Rocky, Jack, William, Jeffrey, Anthony, Terence and me were colleagues which located in Cortina Watch K.K add-on friend to friend Jimmy and Andy.

Since I resigned so we all intended to hang out (although I'm sick) cause I knew after this we hardly can meet each other again d.

For the truth they're very good colleagues cause we shared everything no hide out, no masks but colleague and friend
We helped each other in all kind of situation financially or practically.
I bet a lot of gossip for who-you-know but they still can get along thats miracle I can see...
Yes, we gossip but we won't keep it
Start there End here

Jack

Outside work this was my very 1st time seen them ARE HYPER than usual self
Seeing their nightlife
My perfect slogan 'I'm tired I don't join loh'
What you can see they'll get

DRUNK

First time seeing Jack got drunk and HIGH
First time seeing Rocky REALLY DRUNK (always saw him drunk in video clip they recorded)
First time seeing everybody got HIGH

First time seeing Jeffrey SO interested of William
hahahahahha...You're SO BISEXUAL JEFFREY!

Here again to say Good Bye
Bye Jeffrey, William, Rocky, Jack, Anthony, Terence
and lovely Christine.

Bye Jimmy (So enjoy hor we sang 'Hurt' together no worries ya I understand both of us are hurt by somebody but we must learn the lesson and grow stronger o)

Bye Andy (hope to buy accessories from your store again sometimes cause I can get discount)

Bye everybody.

May we meet again next time.

Good Luck EVERYONE!




Another Reunion

"I'm still truly me
I am who I am
I won't change who I am
Who I wanna be
You've no right to judge me
You know who I'm really mean to"

Back here. Winky and Chok are the best friends too. I like sharing with them, they're truly good listeners better than posters out there thought they're good listener but THEY DON'T

After the last incident happened to me passed 2 years ago the nightmare finally over from these two friends of mine shine me through the path of life.

Winky and Chok how could I live without you guys funny advices yet TRUE. I love you both so much too.

We had over farewell lunch at New York:New York.

Winky said: See..still wanna order french fries?
John: Luckily lo...hahaha...

We laughed about the two girls the other side which they ordered the same Gigantic burger and staring with those unbelievable eyes. Can they finish by 2? hahahaha...we're so full leh.

We spent the whole afternoon there in 1Borneo mall. Since I drove them over...we had none stop topics to go on right Chok? hahahaha...Winky joined too.

Gonna miss you guys

To Say Good Bye

" Memorable Friends "

Fellow Bros

Free up my two weeks schedule and went to church before I'm leaving
I miss my bros so much

Jacky Soon: The 1 always looks mature but in age of 13th I knew him in my group gathering haha...everything will be fine. We laugh a lot and jokes a lot. Talking about people in our church. Girls....nah (not me) hahaha...but I sort of joining. Exchange songs...etc

Samuel Wong: A very cute boy 13th years old by then who just sat a side and observed what we're talking and laugh of course. That makes me comfortable and relieve seeing him laugh with us. Don't suffle and wash your brain k. Not seeing him past two worship. Setup your mind and be in 1 church k. No matter what I miss you too...

Andy Pong: Hahaha...he joined in after I knew Jacky and Samuel closely. But yet he is the one like to tease me =.=" Fun being tease with a young boy in 13th (ishh...I danced, Andy & Jacky like to laugh of it) I enjoy dancing like a girl (when come to soft moves) ma..no offence..haha. Hanging out are good. I believe you can be better. Gambatte.

3 of bros that started with 13th and form a group of mine. Never ever could forgot such a good bros. I like bringing them out cause it makes me sounds like an elder bro and take care of them which I'm the youngest in my family that lack of loving from a bro. I put on my effort to be happy and yet that miracles happend which God gave me all the time in church.

Kelvan: I didn't forget you..haha no worries. I knew him closely since we're in the same group during the 'Youth Camp 2007' then now we're hanging out in the same group too.

Ah Khai: Used to be Victor's bro there was when we knew each other closely. Wakakaka...I don't need a pillow fight anymore. Ish..you and your bro bully me. =.=" Don't force me with 'Chun Li Kicks' hahaha...

Oliver: Andy's close friend. Seeing Andy leading Oliver reminds me when Andy was 13th. I set a good example. I'm proud of you, Andy. Oliver you better follow what Andy says..haha if he is wrong wake Andy up. hahahaha...

Way to says Good Bye my brothers We'll definitely meet again

Love you all.

May God bless all of us

Amen.

Mission: Washing My Car

I got sad cause to leave my hometown soon and leave my friends but yet I'm afraid of coming back empty-handed that whats make me worry all the time I should not let myself fail but put myself on a risk of life challenge since there are many goals I need to be achieve. I must be tough no matter how. Come back with full of seed to grow a better life.

Haha..today will be the last time of washing my car in KK. My very 1st own money...a Car. Next I'll buy my own condominium by I'm age of 23rd^^ OF COURSE earlier than u Nicholas (HAC) hahahaha...don't get mad just my planning. But that definitely will happen. 'Dream come with Improvement'. I'll make myself proud...

Nice pose hohohoho~~ *laugh evilly*

YES William POUR IT OUT!

Thats done: "Learning to say good bye but to concern when to come back" There is always a place called

" HOME "


So Refreshing~~

The best ever off day too I ever had.

Relaxing my mind without thinking of anything especially feelings and....

Done my car wash with William...maybe for the last time here in KK. Phew~

Watched Naruto Shippudden that Episodes 57-88 appearing I guess and Shugo Chara!

Take a good fat nap. Raymond appearing in my dream opening the bonnet of his car^^

Sing along and sexy dance in my bath. How Lovely~~!

Over and Reborn

Hsk Hsk Bloggy,

I'm back from KL. SURPRISE! XD

Lets talk about the trip..^^ Raymond~~! Papan~~! Hahaha..finally met them up once again. Aiya we forgot to do the ceremony officially for our reunion and 1st anniversary la~! AH! and PICTURES! But nevermind cause Papan was in his uniform looks awkward and not perfectly suits him, he deserve BETTER! I bet he definitely mumbling if I insist to do so..kaka there are plenty of times.

SO then..I met Mr.See. Whats my comment? hahaha...seductive? Hard to explain that kind of feelings I'm still not me...well I controlled all the way long and silence. Who wounldn't be think much for your loved one right? Thats sounds impossible... I guess I can do better next time. Perhaps we're just being ambigous, confuse, lost-track? I'll do the best I can! =) We met up again on Valentines Day. People around the world do think of happy-ever-after like what we usually known from the Cinderalla's Story? Right? Doesn't sounds it to me...but 1 thing I do appreciate was...he rather spent the whole day with JUST me. Although we didn't talk a lot I guess I'm still in dreamland or something being Sleeping Beauty in the forest awaiting the Prince Charming to give her awaken kiss of love?. Expection aren't too high actually? perhaps a romance dinner? hand to hand? common as what girls and DA wants. *shattered* We do had dinner its like.........no feels? 1 sided love, hard to overcome...remember...giving up? not now...patience save.

Crowded at Cathy Cinema. 'I really wish he'll hold my hand during the movie' We're sitting couple seats leh! Doesn't looks like a couple hor?
*cry*

About my job. I decided and move to KL for work. Everyone said was a sudden...for me too. Most people said I'm doing it for love (him). I'm now here to declare YES part of it. FYI! He doesn't even bother to care or excited I'll be there? Then why should I resigned? Get the point people!...this kind of decision hard to made k. All people around there could be losing their jobs or still hunting for one. I definitely miss my family, my friends, my ex-colleagues, my car and even my lovely computer k. So why I still put myself in such circumstance to deal over it? I can't promiss myself that wouldn't be a problem...or I'll complaints LIFE! I'll cry no matter comes to me...good or bad...its hard from the start. I'LL SAVE UP AND BE RICH!

PS: Mrs.Phua: "Know how to Laugh in situation"

Budget Trip (KL) Countdown: 4 Days

Apparently I'm going to KL this coming 13th Feb-16th Feb 2009.

Well, I thought it was a wonderful and faithful trip could be...haha...doesn't seems going to be.

Financial Crisis & Emotional Disturbance.

Now I wanna focus on my career path but to put everything aside but for myself and my mum.
Hoping for any interview comes ahead.

So...is a budget trip. Gonna meet my SISTERS
...Raymond & Papan...no doubt...MISS THEM SO MUCHIE TOO! HUGZZZZ

John Back to Happy Enjoy Life

I'm currently up to a Lip-Spa by Kji & Co You can get it at SaSa

For the first time in the world a semi permanent lip color, anti age lip treatment, lighten lip discolouration and lush plump juicy lips in 1 single therapy. I'm still trying it out...hmm...well due to my lip lining I'm still need plenty of time to discolouration hahahaha...sometimes I might even forgot to put it on especially for the step 3 Lip Mosque Nite Treatment I'm hell sleepy while you need to put it on every night before sleep..gagaga but it do works for some others of my friends or colleagues.

SALMAH~~~~~~~~~ HoHo...I inherited your lovely mug/cup =.="

I knew you got the big one from Starbucks well nevermind it still reminds me of you about this.

Hell no~~! 2009! 21st coming up is time for me to do something SAVE YOUR MONEY! I still got accommodation to buy for your 'Dream House' Save up slowly please 50 or 100? At least? Consolation words XD
Well come to it...age...I don't wanna get old I've to take care of my damn skin that so significant to me? No everyone~~~ Ah-huh (You're Welcome)

Sleeping mask and Eye Serum

Overall

Hows your chinese new year? This year seems a bit silence I miss my cousin Salmah..


My Dream

Hahaha..I didn't update again lately...have to convince myself to do so.

Lets make it easy...'summarize'

I've moved forward to chase up my dream to continue in work & experience. As in I'm a customer relation in luxury watches but then to know more deeply about watches are still a long way to go, reading, up-to-date are very important but then it doesn't seems pushing me further in this kinda of circumstance to improve my sales, in anyway I just don't like social in come to serving but then I do whatever I can. Hahaha..being sloth all the time nor other work distracted me in other to achieve improvement. I'm looking forward something that related to watches to...yes a 'Watchmaker' a school called 'Nicholas G.Hayek Watchmaking School'. I like playing around with tools..tidiness on the table with your eyescope with the movement...what do we call? Sophiscated.

Steady does it: Repairing a watch is tricky business, requiring patience and steady hands. The more complications the watch has, the trickier it is to remain accurate. Note the minuscule-sized watch parts at the left background.

There were only 8 students for the 1st group of trainee (future Watchmakers) over 40 application of them. See how precise to choose the young mans for position of 'senior watchmaker'. I read about their backgrounds they're always at least with a father would be the watchmaker too. Is not easy to get into it..selected based on the success of their interview, patience and steadiness of hand.

Interview are ahead blessed be

Better get Rid of It

I'm so hell naive!..shouldn't I've blame myself over what I does? Thats way how too embarrassing towards future-love possibly be? Literally...~~~~

I better be getting rid off my sensitivity! HELL GET AWAY! How many pains could bring it more to my miserable life!? No No No..I better stop this before it getting worse...hush hush~

38 Days to go...before meeting him up. I would've prepare myself which what will happen? Far away that I couldn't dare to imagine. Precise, I hope I'm unconscious by doing something that possibly could repeat it again and again with such pathetic past. I really really have to get rid of it...

John, you gonna be alright! I'm gonna count on 3 and be prepare...1...2...3!

"Heart to thee, Body to thee Always and Forever, So Mote it be...."

Yayaya...! I shouldn't have said that before I got married. Just some words to calm me down my nerves. What will you says to your love when you get married? "Ask Me" hahahaha...~ I'll bind your vows together. Don't hesitate to find me and conduct your wedding in PLUs life. ^^ Happy New Year..May God bless you all~

Start your shopping!

Life Crisis? Bad luck?

The All Mighty..I believe in you could bring me all over my obstacle you always there for me to be rely on..~

I've to confess all my sins d..since how long I didn't attend for church service d? a month? two months? 3 months? More than that...I guess God still with me all the time..I miss His touch on me when we worshiping Him that we actually raise up our bare hand and I can feel he hold over our bare hand. When someone in trouble He'll definitely send someone what we so called 'Messenger' to make things right Past, Present and Future. I met Pastor Lydia in a sudden today while my colleague serving her for the retail service coincidentally, she reminds me everything. God. I miss Him.

I got my car scratched today...how sad right? You'll understand when you bought something by yourself that you've to be always worried about it every month. Suffering and Struggling. My heart cried all the time but God gave me a gift of happiness to face my obstacles all the time that I never give up of my life. While that incident happened well..its actually about my work that my colleague or a friend told me about what 'A' told him. I declared earlier on but why now and come bub my friend with what I declared on? Everyone agreed? No objection? But why always once something happened then this kind of bullshit works?

Now God, I prayed...I wanna be who I usually be one. Your children...

Finally a Sunday

Finally I got a Sunday off...really hate bothering to work on Sunday caused everyone were off day eventually there are a lot of customers could bub in SO ANNOYING! or else bring along for merry-go-round in the boutique how pathetic!

Well, nothing much I can do at home. Back to old days..portraits ^^ How lovely~~ got any idea how it goes? HoHo...some of it was lovely some of so awful...what can I say? POSE!

Lovely Christmas Present


I never expected I will receive any presents this year but then I GOT IT ! It courier from someone to me...from KL (T.T)

LOVELY
TOUCHED
SWEET

^Thank you^



I got Ball Tee too...wuhu




Break Down

I finally break down and sick. I can felt my body PAIN! MY HORMONE BURNS! MY HEAD BURNS! I just can't think of anything but sleep and rest.

Doctor : Good Afternoon
John : Barely wanna answer
Doctor : How can I help you?
John : I felt my body pains
Doctor : How long have you been not sleeping?
John : I do sleep just late
Doctor : Are you drunk last night? or did you drink?
John : I did drink, wait a minute what kind of drink you meant?
Doctor: perhaps alcohol, water etc
John : No No..I didn't drunk, I just drank water
John : I was not sleeping well all the time and voices and noises wakes me up that caused me couldn't have a nice well sleep
Doctor : You're thin huh, you should take up medical check up to know what you lack of, did you take any food supplement?
John : Ya I did, Cod Liver Oil
Doctor : You got a high fever...
John : Are you sure?
Doctor : Let me check again (scanning with the stick) Yes...38cc consider high d
Doctor : So now I'll give you some relax-cines and paracetamol and you need a rest
Doctor : Isn't possible to get away from any disturbance and just rest? Do you need MC for today and tomorrow?
John : Ya, just today..tomorrow is my off day
Doctor : Take a good Rest...
John : Thanks

Doctor's relax-cines doesn't worked at all I still been bother with phone calls from work [last I shut the phone up]. Tiredness drowning me. I doesn't even seems sleeping but closing my eyes like all the times.

My Day

[Another Off Day]
Finally got my car cleaned thanks to William helped me out for the car wash.

William : OMG, there is bird shit on your car
John : It happens all the time I knew it..
William : Why it couldn't wash off? It looks like oxidation or something
John : Let me see? (wiping it away) Works..duh~

Bird shit = Gold?

[Unexpected message received]
I really hope to post it here what he typed (I deleted all of his messages) really really hurting me with such filthy words that I never do? he said I'm fooling him around? and he said he disappointed on me? Whats his intention and said such a word and even said I'm acting? disgusting of it?
Anything could happened...attached or not...I got the right to choose 1 of my own. I'm giving anyone an option if WE as a human reject or refuse in the 1st place what will happen to all the poor 1 around the world? There is hope and there is hopeless either. He made me sounds like I'm guilty that I'm letting him wear the 'Green Hat' with other guy that actually I didn't even couple and said "YES" to him..Discriminate me in no reason...But I bare with my mistake...he just couldn't accept..I forgive him. It doesn't make me sounds better either..So come end of the friendship..I just letting it to be. Cause I did nothing wrong and I cross my heart with the name of Jesus.

[Almost Collapse]
I got called from my colleague that a customer of mine wanna do an exchange due to individuality needs. Make a little bit easier...something that you bought there is no refundable except if it really a damage on your product that actually sold to you. So she trying to do an exchange with some lower price how could that happen? thats completely different from the amount you bought it. I guess I got a lot of work to do tomorrow...this coming Saturday or Sunday could be very tough...phew~

'House Bunny' philanthropy?

It seems like I didn't really like to hanging outside the world anymore. Turning who you wanna be?
I didn't really have time to talk about myself like what I does at my past. I shoot myself, being creative...but it really does invincible cause my ideas are just like premonition or vision or something they just POP I got it. But once I wanna really make it exist...it doesn't strong as before. I just felt like I need a walk alone around the seashore then suddenly my love just come up and chase me up some sunset scenario could happen.

My laziness drowning me due to my work. Perhaps I really need a vacation to relax myself. What I got in my mind was 'Tired' aren't there better excuse I can describe or something? I missed church missed worshiping God that who guide me all the way of my entire life?.

I got a called...my friend told me tonight could see the meteor rain according astrologist. Do you think wishes could come true by making wishes with it?

Weird night it can be...that never happens~

Chaosolution Creation Piece

They done with their own arts design on Adidas shoes that specific arts affiliation
They inspire me a lot but they intend to art markers design
ROCKS!

Rainbow de Color

Ladies and Gentlemen I would like to present my newest C.O.L.O.U.R.S shoes deco for my 2nd creation that I mentioned in my previous posted had been release half way. Hahahahahaha~~ I would like to guide everyone who wish to do any colours for their own precious, aesthetic, lovely, fashionable SHOES with your own favorite colours.


Something you need to be prepare:

  1. Water Colours [recommended: Flamingo]
  2. Brush (Mid Size)
  3. Magic Colours (Colour Markers) recommended: Wetlooks, Fabercastell, Artline
  4. Pallette [not neccessry]
  5. Cup/Mug
  6. Shoes [recommended: All Star]
Step 1:

Washing, Soaking and Coloring

For new shoes only [canvas]:
If you just bought a new shoes for the deco, you've to make sure its in good absorption advantage or else is hardly to let the colours totally absorb into it. So you need to soak up your new shoes into hot water for approximetley 10-15minutes.

For old shoes and new shoes [canvas]:
For old shoes make sure you wash up your shoes before the dye proccess and for new shoes after the soaking then you might have to proceed this proccess too. FYI washing up your shoes with enzymes powder could actually runs away the dirts that hidding underbeneth canvas more effectively and yet the colours could actually absorb faster than normal.

Personal Advice: If you dye your shoes directly without washing it nor wet it up. The colours TRUE thats nice tonning but then it runs away as fast as you could never imagine. Hahahaha..so means the colours needs water resistant to maintain its condition. Dye = Any substance, natural or synthetic, used to color various materials, especially textiles, leather, canvas and food. Natural dyes are so called because they are obtained from plants (e.g., alizarin, catechu, indigo, and logwood), from animals (e.g., cochineal, kermes, and Tyrian purple), and from certain naturally occurring minerals (e.g., ocher and Prussian blue). So your colours could actually obtained into your lovely canvas shoes.

So after all, come to colouring. This was the part I hate the most cause it takes me 1 hour to done it. Every single line your might like to dye it up there is no wrong turn but then for last 3 seconds from your mistake could be done. Thats why wet up your shoes could be 1 of the advantage too. So colour every part that you would like it to be for 3 layers for both left and right side from each brush that touch down your shoes.

So you can see this was the effect from the 1st 18 layers I had done
I love this so much too! But then its not the colour I'm going for..hahaha
the theme for my 2nd creation will be
"Rainbow de Colours"

and this was the 1 hour I had taken...finally done for 42 layers I'm still with the song by Britney-Circus that time damn I'm dancing.

Step 2:

Drying Circumstances

Before drying directly under the sun you've to make sure you dry it half way with the hair dryer for the artistic strategy penetration waters and canvas confliction. So it reduce the colours fading under the sun. After dried out don't aspect colours effect will be like as in wetlook. It will be lighten.

Step 3:

Its ready for hand deco with your aptitudes. Wuhu~~ Lets see how creative you are. I didn't done this part yet. Hahaha...

Conclusion:
I hope you guys would like it and enjoy being creative and design. Hugz~~~


By Lovely,
Johnathan

20th November 2008 Rainy Day

I spent my off day at home for a movie 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall'
It really nice...not just the comedy.
But then the storyline of a true romance (If you understand)
It touch down my heart deeply once again after the song titled 'Que Xi'.
There are too many things apart...just like puzzles you might lost it in pieces but think the other way round matches up in turns a true 'Picture' of our life. Life aren't that bad..
Learn from you fall...

The Bvlgari

The Bvlgari Training

Fascinating training we had...
I never know Bvlgari actually got their own Hotel & Resort?

Holly GRANDE!

Venue: Courtyard Hotel
Time: 8.30am - 10.30am
Breakfast provided from 7am - 10am

Some Pictures Where I Grown Up

Thats the place we used to wait for the public bus pass by to Menggatal

What we called the 'woods brige' Your wishes could come true IF you believe it
We wrote on our wishes on the leaf and let it flow under it
From what I experienced it really came true.
Besides thats the area where we used to play 'Police & Thief'
hahahaha...nice game and yet thats all we comes with athletes.

Well, This. I don't really like that place caused of d grassy
plenty of water holes within...ahhhh! The other end from the left..the dogs chased me up =.= and I scream as loud as I could

Obviously the basketball court. Hell no..I'm not into it. Wahaha

30th October , Alone , Night , Clear

My cousin, Salmah leaving KK by tomorrow spending our last hang out in KK for the last time
here I've no idea when we'll meet once again.
Gonna miss her so much
My Soul Chatter

I felt better after drank the chinese herb called 'Yong Sam Sou'
I got my antibody back
it works^^

We spent our time having a sweet yogurt + 1901 New York Chicken Hot Dog
The worker has a very bad service towards us just because of the Red & Blue Line Shooting Game

Dialog Below:

Worker: "Gentlemen red line, Ladies blue line" (unsatisfying looks)
Worker: "SHOOT ONCE ONLY"

Well, last time we can't even got 1...How lucky we are...! I GOT IT!
She have no words anymore.




30th October , Alone , Mid Night , Cloudy

Came home late night from CyberCafe joining my colleagues for Command & Conquer and DOTA (Learning) at Cyber Zone 1 Borneo after work.

Kinda worried about my pimples (DEFINITELY) got 2 here...WT bought Clearasil (testing) rather than getting Avon Overnight Pimple Gel caused of distance.

My body getting weak lately due to uncomfortable sleep and yet heating up.

My Chopard commission finally got it my wallet full of money once again.

Salary out soon base on 1 more day to end October.

I hit my personal target for this month MYR146,564

Missing our ex colleague Fiona Chan, her laughter, her jokes...T.T

Disappointed for a trip with my sisters..there will be a next time once again

The Friday

How lovely if my legs always be like that...^^

平和型(隨和豁達,樂天知命)

您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭,以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境,因而很難知道自己的優先次序,變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事,有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞,以及身體語言。

優點:
非常主動,具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍,可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點:
您會「自我遺忘」,失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心,即使一個人時,亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延,但並不故意。

愛情:
您一旦擁有了關係,不會想到分離,而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨,可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功,當伴侶的需要浮現時,更能給予回應。

您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時,自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺,總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時,我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形,但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」

安定方位:成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一,能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位:忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得充滿恐懼,意識到所潛在的威脅,不但變得退縮,甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。

建意:
問問自己的想法,而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感,學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒

最渴望:和洽相處
最恐懼:有紛爭,有衝突
最難達到的美德:果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念:懶惰 (Sloth)

Jaeger-Lecoultre Major Training of the year 2008

A well known Manufacturer brand

" Jaeger-Lecoultre "

by
Samantha Fong
Sales & Marketing Executive

Spent us Starbucks for the breakfast
hahahahaha....ops! back to the topic....I can't explain much about the training
a word could explain all
Jaeger-Lecoultre

Creative

Thanks for the lovely Pendrive and DvDs too by Jaeger-Lecoultre

There might be an Event for it so don't miss out the chance to take a visit

it will impress you A LOT.

One of the Master Compressor by Jaeger-Lecoultre one of the impressive timepieces had been sold
I don't have the picture for it but then I got the cash with me hahahahha!

How much you need? Don't hesitate to ask it from me...hahahaahaha!



I'm having yogurt at Yogur Berry...hahaha I can't believe we cheat for the free Toppings from the shooting game Red & Blue Line

We're totally are couple...hahahahahah!

I'm crazy with the C.O.L.O.U.R.S Pool...wahahahaha Totally love it! Although I'm sucks with it...

My Cartier watch...SANTOS 100! Worth MYR17,450 LOVE IT!